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Post by sharpie marker on May 22, 2008 7:59:25 GMT -5
Deb? Shane?
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Robbie
Joe Hawkins' babysitter
1, 2, 11 Beers
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Post by Robbie on May 22, 2008 11:10:45 GMT -5
Bored outta my skull. One more week!
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Post by debster on May 22, 2008 12:40:23 GMT -5
still in shock, but hanging in there. i've been spending a lot of time with allie the last couple of days. she's taking this pretty damn hard. going to the scene was probably not a good idea, although i don't think either one of us expected for even a second that he would still be there. it's kind of like someone grabbed hold of that scab we both have on our hearts and ripped it off.
such a sweet guy. i know he went through some things, but that kid would never hurt a fly. it's just so heartbreaking. i drove out to the coop last night for the memorial gathering, but i just couldn't stay. i didn't know what the hell i could say to his dad scott. i thought i was going to have a fucking panic attack just seeing him and the look on his face. that shock. i swear to god i could "feel" that look like some kind of fucking demon still inside of me and i ran to my fucking car and left. and i just feel spineless today that i couldn't even face that poor man and tell him how sorry i am for him.
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Post by sharpie marker on May 22, 2008 12:48:02 GMT -5
I don't think anyone blames you for that. In fact, I know they don't. Good god. You and Allie keep each other safe.
Any plan to get together tomorrow night? I don't want to say "for happy hour," but I suspect a few of us might want to get back up and have a few more with friendly company, you know?
I thought about going out there last night, but I sort of felt like I didn't know his dad or most of his co-op friends, and I didn't want to intrude. That's probably stupid, but whatever.
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Post by debster on May 22, 2008 13:54:13 GMT -5
not sure if it will be tomorrow night or saturday night, but i know we'll all be getting together again soon.
there was a pretty decent sized group out there, so i'm hoping my fleeing didn't stand out too much. and it wouldn't have been stupid. you were his friend too man.
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Post by sharpie marker on May 22, 2008 14:02:18 GMT -5
I know Brandon's throwing some pool party Saturday, but that's May's 30th, so I'll be doing the May thing.
Tomorrow night, though, I'd be all for hanging out.
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Post by debster on May 22, 2008 14:04:34 GMT -5
hey, i think allie's gonna be calling you. she has some form she needs to get notarized for her background check at the new job thingy, and she didn't know what to do. i told her she was in luck, i just happen to know one. young kids these days. sheesh.
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Post by debster on May 22, 2008 14:05:31 GMT -5
oh, and tomorrow night may be cool. just need to make sure my baby is walking on solid ground again first.
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Post by sharpie marker on May 22, 2008 14:41:24 GMT -5
I talked to her, I'm to call her tonight and she'll bring her stuff over. I knew this notary thing would come in handy.
I completely understand - just let me know if you want to get up.
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jessica
horrorshow bratchney
sometimes antisocial, always antifacist
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Post by jessica on May 24, 2008 0:08:12 GMT -5
I drove by where the accident was today and saw the ghost bike w/ flowers around it, I'm glad they did something like that. I saw 2 people holding each other crying beside it, It made me sad. It's just weird knowing that we'll never see him around town anymore. I feel bad for his dad... I heard that he was just about to get re-married. I haven't been to the coop in years, brings back memories...
has anyone heard anything about the funeral? please keep me updated
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Post by tallyhellion on May 24, 2008 7:01:46 GMT -5
i heard theres supposed to be another gathering at the co_op today(saturday) at 3.
someone asked me if Wil knew yet. i dont know, since his myspace got deleted i dont know how to get in touch with him
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Post by tallyhellion on May 24, 2008 9:01:43 GMT -5
edit- make that monday at 3.
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Post by sharpie marker on May 27, 2008 9:02:21 GMT -5
Yeah, Wil was there and all. Weird day.
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Post by debster on May 27, 2008 9:04:49 GMT -5
yes it was. don't know how i missed you guys when you left. i walked out to the car with allie for a few minutes and when i got back you'd already taken off. sorry i missed you.
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Post by sharpie marker on May 27, 2008 9:42:02 GMT -5
I asked around for you, but couldn't find you, and we just had to git.
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